tired.

irritated by this auntie. in the mrt, the place she stand is not here not there.. gt space dont want move in, no space wan squeeze in.. wtf. then cause the mrt is shaky.. I understand la, u need to grab hold of something else you'll fall ma, then she go put her hands against the window, elbow so fucking damn near my b00bs la.. ==" throughout the journey was hoping there was no majorrrr jerk else, I gurantee u I'm so gonna slap her.. read newspaper in the damn fking 8am crowded mrt smmore.. hey, wake up la dey.. so squeezy, u tink I want to ''spare'' u the space to read newspaper meh! knn.

super super damn tired..

rarely have time to properly rest and rot OTOT..

haix.. what to do, everything's breaking down.. and I gotta stand up and be strong.. I'm just afraid that one day, I might breakdown again, or I'm surpressing my breakdown motion, so not to get people worry abt me.. everyone has their up n down time, I will share my up times with you, but dont expect me to share my downtime with you, cause I hate people to see that I'm weak.. I hate people to see me in tears..

I wanna go out to the working society, I hate studying though it's a privillage to be able to study till this age.. I want to work towards my dream.. doing something I like and will never regret.. I know I dont have the money to do so, but I will try.. and I hope that people who love me, could support me of my dreams instead of asking me to do something I dislike..

so sick n tired of people saying things.. I've changed, you can see it.. stop asking me to change and get back to the normal me cause nothing will get me back to my usual self.. so what if I'm more fashion consious now? so what If I want to attract attention from the opposite sex? so what if I want to hangout with my friends? so what?

my harddrive spoilt, tio virus like nobody's business, when want to transfer to harddisk, harddisk crash.. wtf la.. now using another harddrive to run this laptop.. haix.. cause papa so much trouble..

list of things I want to and HAVE TO buy:
- laptop ( MACBOOKPRO preferably )
- harddisk
- thumbdrive ( 8GB )
- more JEANS plz!
- versitile tops ( I know it gonna cost a bomb, but multitasking things are always my fav. )
- IPHONE!!!
- shoes that can bring me day to night, sweet to punk, glam to rock. =) work hard designers!
- rings and more rings! ( quirky ones will be spotted RIGHT AWAY~! )
- bags bags and bags! ( again, quirky bags are my target now xD )
- sushi~! more and more sushi!
- FANCL facial cleansing oil !!
- LEARN BELLY DANCING until my belly says, STOP DANCING!
- I want to go skiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing~~~~!
- and backpacking!

=)

I want to sing and dance. love clubs alot! MINUS the fking cigaratte smokes.. and people, plzzzzz plzzzzz buy expensive cig, cause your cheapo cig is fking killing the air scent..

what's there to write when ther's no one to read?

lol

whatever happens Karen, you have friends that you can turn to.. and you have best friends that will support you no matter what..

and I thank them.. for their love for me, has never died down..

guys are bastards..

and I'm afraid of relationships..

phorbia of marriage..

and I always believe that one day, your husband will cheat on you, have a mistress, take away your savings, and leave you for good..

I can mutually trust people, but I dont trust you completely..

I'm sorry, that's just me.

1. Have you ever called a person useless?
~~\ I dunno \~~

2. What object in your room is really important to you?
~~\ my Blanket! I cant slp with it \~~

3. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
~~\ I thought so, but my face tells awhole loads of things \~~

4. Do you smile a lot?
~~\ you bet! people thought I'm weird thou \~~

5. Would you kiss an ugly person for $10,000?
~~\ kisses are signatures of love.. can love be measured? \~~

6. Where were you today?
~~\ Hotel, just came to work.. and I'm blogging. =) \~~

7. What kind of sense of humor do you have?
~~\ Lamer kind? \~~

8. Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings.
~~\ depends on my mood.. usually I will just tell them, sometimes I just forget it \~~

9. Do your initials spell out a word?
~~\ I dont give a damn \~~

10. When is the last time you talked to an ex?
~~\ kaypoh \~~

11. How often do you give high fives?
~~\ when I find people of similarities.. \~~

12. If you had to delete one person off your top friends list, who would it be?
~~\ is there such thing as top friends list? you must be kidding me \~~

13. Is your shirt new?
~~\ yeah.. it's ''new'' \~~

14. Where is the last place you went out to eat?
~~\ yesterday Golden Hans buffet lunch I forgotten what I ate for dinner thou \~~

15. Have you bought any clothing items in the past week?
~~\ nope \~~

16. Do you live near your ex?
~~\ I hope not \~~

17. If you could have anything right now, what would it be?
~~\ LAKSA LAKSA LAKSA LAKSA LAKSA \~~

18. Has your house ever been TPd?
~~\ what the hell is tpd? \~~

19. Did you sing in the shower today?
~~\ I bath in ZERO degree water this MORNING what makes you think I will sing? \~~